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Sweet Memories by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Sweet Memories

My haven My kingdom of dreaming Where i go to escape When i can take no more My celestial dreams Thats what i call them The place of heaven My heaven.... Thats where my love will eternally remain My love for you.... No bitterness No regrets Just love A true love That will remain *forever and always* And when it is not only the love i see But when i see you as well I know that my prayer has been answered My dreams come to life I know that it is your haven Your kingdom Your heaven.... .....Even if just for a moment..... I know I know.... you remember too.... (Because of memories love will nev

Nighttime Ritual by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Nighttime Ritual

Her cold hands caressed the even colder mirror. Her eyes stared blankly at her own. What she saw was not herself . The face was somehow different... She wondered aloud in grave wisperes..."am I older?".."maybe younger?" "My face has thinned, so pale" Am i Sick?" "whats different?" she last spoke with an even more distubed tone. She left the bathroom and laid on her bed feeling like less than half a person. Her mind not at all coherrent she decided to just "rest" since sleep was no longer an option.....

A lesson learned by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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A lesson learned

What once was a radiant light was now no longer Twisted and Jaded the darkness became stronger Shadows and Demons did not begin to describe all the hell that i knew raging violently inside I use to blame him but time was cruel and soon i learned I was the blind fool For I loved him and still do to this day because a true love no matter how tainted...can never be thrown away

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Can you hear it by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Can you hear it

No one can compare Tis true you are unique Fall into the hands of time to find what you truly seek Break down every wall every structure in your mind they say it for a reason that all good things come with time Chorus: Can you hear it ?...listen listen to the rain in the backround (listen) whispers of a name So full of life Kept secret Kept hidden you keep to yourself thoughts of the other are forbidden Whispers on the wind Spoken through the trees tries to give you comfort tries to give you ease Chorus (repeated) Time is up answers revealed come out of your shadow no longer shall you be conclealed In a

Gaurdian of the Gate by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Gaurdian of the Gate

Far in the distance you see a star you keep it a secret tell not a soul who and what you really are Wish upon it now and pray it due come true hope may be the key then one day ill be able to envy you Chorus: Save the people its your destiny Kill them all because that is your fate when you fall i will meet you for i am the gaurdian of the gate Some days you fight it others you buckle and crawl you find that truth is the dreamworld just make sure in the end you dont loose it all you hold all the books and even took the time read word for word with understanding yet you still ask the questions of the great

old thoughts of nothingness by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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old thoughts of nothingness

I feel so lost... so empty i exsist but im just here there is no purpose just................ If only i could be dead inside just wishing for that lack of pain too simply not care either way for once not to rationalize the thoughts in my head lie to myslef to get through the day one foot right after the other consume myself with surface activity "everything will be fine if i put on a smile, go on as if everything was normal" Right? advice never filled the hole in my heart Better to have loved and lost then to have nver loved at all....im not sure anymore im so

Stages of a Fallen One by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

My little story by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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My little story

My story is long but ill make it short for the lesson is the same no matter where you start....... She once was a girl who grew too fast took everything in at second glance There was once was a love a love that was true that even time itself never even knew she learned things the hard way but never gave up hope she loved him so much that she could always cope But when he left she didnt know what to do shed given him her all and still fell through No amount of tears could heal her pain she tried to love again.... but it wasnt the same So now she waits waits for him to return for you cant help who you love this

'If?' by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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'If?'

"If" a friend was in desperate need would you be by their side and buckle in with them on the most scariest of rides ........? "If" hope was gone would you be a light and stand against the dark in the almighty fight "If" you were dying would you damn all exsistence or would you praise god instead for his almighty loving persistence "If" the world was ending would you stand tall and no matter what never give up never fall ? "If" you were an angel would you know "if "doesnt matter and live like all was broken and gone and still have your world..... not shatter Azriel 2005 copyright

Join The Party by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Join The Party

Raise the glass make a toast swallow it down your still in hell look around you what do you see? their smiling faces their laughing at me behind the grins i see the intent you act like your perfect but your crooked and bent put on the mask pretend your alive pile the makeup you can still feel your cries Ignorance would be bliss but you already know you cant take it back the seed has already begun to grow No longer scream they cant hear your cries dont try to ignore the wispers instead let them rot and die (besides theyre all f**king lies) no longer the emotions no more hurt and pain my body became numb yea

Stuck in Wonderland by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Stuck in Wonderland

The cat he grins so fondly at i do not know he taunts me then disapears the curtain opens... ready for the show? you've hit your head years ago further and futrher you fall tweedle dee and tweedle dum did you ever really leave at all? Fall down the rabbit hole chase the one who holds the time Alice have you lost your mind (again) the trail started, what was your crime ? Hatter asks his riddles Mock turtle drowns you in his tears the pepper is too strong this time you may have saved yourself had it not been for your fears one mushroom makes you smaller the other makes you tall tweedle dee and tweedle dum did you eve

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Stuck in Wonderland by ArchAngelAzriel, literature

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Stuck in Wonderland

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About ArchAngelAzriel

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 25, 1988
United States
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Twas bryllyg, and ye slythy toves
Did gyre and gymble in ye wabe:
All mimsy were ye borogoves;
And ye mome raths outgrabe

Favourite Visual Artist

Jhonen V. and all my anime friends at coronado highschool

Favourite Movies

Fight Club, Labryinth,What dreams may come,Made in heaven

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural, Big Bang Theory

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

*goes crazy with all the decission making*...there are to many to name

Favourite Writers

Paul Vorce,forever doomed,Charissa (hollowinsoul), Dayna Quillman,Sean Powers and so on and therefor

Favourite Games

Res5,Final Fantsy 8 and American Mcgees Alice and you cant stand a chance against me in Unreal T.

Favourite Gaming Platform

SURVIVAL HORROR!!!!

Tools of the Trade

that thing in my speical box under the bed *did u get it *but no seriously my mind

Other Interests

Music,WOW,my son malakai,helping friends

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ArchAngelAzriel

Jul 22, 2010

how could i ever forget?!....!

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It would seem that Fleetwood Mac was right... that landslide brought down my reflection. Now if i could only know that i CAN really handle all of the seasons of my life. Malakai finally hit that breaking point and now hes like a parrot. Hes incredibly smart and even though he has a hellish temper he does show he understands responsibility and compassion. My little boy is becoming a little gentlman! Hes a typical capricorn and those little horns sting my ass but he does have the heart of a lion and im so proud of him these days...*coughz* dont get me wrong he is beyond a brat sometimes but i guess thats what i get. I miss everyone and i have n

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ArchAngelAzriel

Jan 21, 2010

Sober and confused

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...just keep trying to keep my cool.... everyone around me acting the fool... I dont know anythig and never pretended to... all i wanted was..well!?..YOU! But people have their drama... everyone coming to me to regulate like im their "mama"!! Taking sip for sip of their own shame... looking for others to put on the blame....i just wonder if they get sick of the game... .....i guess i just dont get it......

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ArchAngelAzriel

Dec 19, 2009

Mary Jane -Alanis Morisette

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"Mary Jane" What's the matter Mary Jane, you had a hard day As you place the don't disturb sign on the door You lost your place in line again, what a pity You never seem to want to dance anymore It's a long way down On this roller coaster The last chance streetcar Went off the track And you're on it I hear you're counting sheep again Mary Jane What's the point of trying to dream anymore I hear you're losing weight again Mary Jane Do you ever wonder who you're losing it for Well it's full speed baby In the wrong direction There's a few more bruises If that's the way You insist on heading Please be honest Mary Jane Are you h